So if this is what I have to look forward to in 15 years, count me out! I've been on Lupron for about two weeks now and while the effects aren't drastic, they are...strange. I feel like I'm in a fog. I was at yoga last night and while I could hear my teacher's voice I felt like I couldn't pay attention. It was very out of body. Is this normal? I just feel totally out of it. Last week as I was pulling into a parking spot I slammed the car into a metal drain pipe, swiping it right off the wall! I'm not used to being so spacey. But I only have three more days of my morning shot of menopause aka cranky juice. I feel like I'm on mile 23 of a marathon and it just won't end!
On another note we went back to the doctor yesterday where I learned one very important thing. My sister is a supreme super hero bad ass! She had her injection lesson, and while you may remember my first shot:
The drama, hand gripping, deep exhale, sweaty arm pits, my sister just jammed the shot right into her skinny belly and shrugged. My dad and I looked on with shock and awe. That's my sister for ya! If we didn't look so much alike I would question if we were really related.
So she has started meds and though her follicle count dropped a bit, I have to believe that our babies are somewhere dormant in her bad ass ovaries. I need to focus on curbing my anxiety and crankiness and have to try not to do anything too spaced out and stupid. She needs to keep being herself. And everyone on team Junior Mints has to send loving energy so our babies to be can start to GROW!
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